sometimes, even though i noe its impossible..i still hope i'll hear a jia you from you..

its been a long time since i blog...its not tt i didnt just tt i nv posted ba...sometimes writing something is just for urself to see...to let yourself see wat happened and sometimes wat u think...its a way i developed myself to think through things sometimes...

times flies its nearing our 4th month tgt and dear is officially a gal tt last the longest wit me...haha...stress few wks has been through n we are at another stage where dear has moved over and stay wit me le...in fact she been staying wit me the last 7 days...its been fun...

xin fu its actually a very simple thing i think...sometimes human really do over complicate things...money,fame,pride...but the most happy things in life is actually only tt when u closed your eyes everyday n reopen it the next day...the love of ur life is just beside u waiting for ur kiss n hug...

hi..i think i really find a very quiet plc..to me todays prob really tells me i couldnt take anything for granted..we both are similar and understand each other well..but suddenly we feels like complete strangers to each other..because we suddenly realize we actually dun understand us at all..but is it anyones fault here?i dun think so..some may say we both are wrong..but do we even truthy understand outselves?many may noe themselves well..but when ask abt the past y they did something sometimes they will say i oso duno y..so when 2 ppl who knows each other well dun understand each other are they at fault?

sry abt the rubbish above..well im at the top of a carpark now..lol..damn quiet plc for me to hide..

i rmb u once said its fate tt we are tgt..
n wit tt faith we loved each other as hard as we could..
if u realize..today's pain,problems are cause because we love each other too much.
so if all u see is darkness in front of our future..it is just because im not wit u now..
i noe i've cause u pain..i noe..
do u know tt causing u pain oso cause a whole lot of pain to me..
i noe u hear me say it everyday..but i really love you..

im so sry that i have to see the blog of dear saying that shes been trying to cry herself to slp ytd..the fact tt u are leaving the company and u r worried of not seeing me tt much anymore and im still keep reminding u of it...haha..probaly because im thinking abt it myself and u noe me i dun really my mouth shut abt things...one thing u said alerts me though..saying tt u suspect the honeymoon period is gone le...i dun agree but really i just wanna say that we're adults so we cant expect things to be always as smoothly as we were when we were younger..we have others think that need to think abt...its not tt honeymoon period is over is just that i have alot of things i need to settle down wit...family,work..during this festive period where everybody else is thinking of celebration and we have to think abt work..im kinda sandwich between the 2..but i'll do my best...its just a difficult time now...when we past through these tough times we will be better de...

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
温柔的安抚,
我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
wo~多么自然

我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

nth much...i just lost the feeling tt everyday seems to be so full of excitement feeling alr...

feels great to hear tt someones back working..after hearing endless nagging she finally came back le...thx to all the ppl tt had given advice for her..

its a working mth to look ahead..seriously my planner haven look so packed for quite long..someone be very contradicting on this thing...but the again im home now to blog..lol..hopefully all the appt tti've set and all the rs i go will be fruitful...hmm i haven discuss wat things i wan for our competition...seriously got u all the other stuff oso seems not so important le...im just happy wit u by my side...

so shal we just set a group target...then if hit e we go singapore flyer?

happy 2nd month anniversary that had just passed...dear came to join me for supper after my rs...thx dear...u run around for me again...

even though only 2 months passed by but it feels like we're already together for yrs already...not tt our feelings already faded like ppl tt are together for yrs...but the feeling tt we're together for very long is somehow there...

just wanna say..thx for being wit me this 2 mths..im very happy tt we're together and i will do my best to make u xin fu de...even though i cant be the one tt you let out ur sadness too...because u are always afraid of affecting me...but soon enough u will learn tt im mature enough to do it de ba...

like i said before..im not here for you just for the happy times...i wanna share your joy,ur sorrows,ur pain,ur tears and ur laughter...

there are things tt u might not wanna tell me..maybe its was not meant for my ears maybe its afraid of affecting me..but i've decided not to ask u abt it..just letting u noe..if u need me..i'll be there..

finally end some drought in closing case le...now monday got another case coming in le...yeah!!!even though nv hit hainan but i must still take some positive from this..
wat happen to the happy go lucky guy right...

i think i made u sad few days ago...im sry k..duno y i lost so much confidence in myself then..im somehow afraid tt i cant give u the xin fu tt u deserved...sorry im being too 肤浅 alr...

u say if u would leave me becos im poor u might as well leave me now...true..tts wat wake me..sry for not trusting our love..

有了你开心的
乜都称心满意
咸鱼白菜也好好味
我与你永共叙
分分钟需要你
你似是阳光空气


no one else comes close to you
no one makes me feel the way you do
you're so special girl to me
and you'll always be eternally
everytime i hold you near
you always say the words i love to hear
girl with just a touch you can do so much
no one else comes close