hmm actually i blog this post in the ofc but it hang..lol..so i have to recall wat i wrote alr..

i'll first go through wat went through my life unblog ba...hmm i went through my 21st bd,went to taiwan the second time in my life, ord lo!!! and then join pto..and of cos i found u in my life...

erm..so fast alr almost 4 months in the company le..i guess i started quite well..but now i seems to hit a wall le...peter(my boss) once say u will hit alot of wall in your life..are u gonna go through it or got block by the wall...im trying hard to get pass it now...even though alot of ppl has been telling me otherwise...i swear im not distracted by anything..in fact i have to be more focus...

life is not abt how hard you can hit..its abt how hard you get hit and keep moving forward...get hit and keep moving forward..

how i can i blog without toking abt my r/s right...haha..coming to 2 mths in the rs alr..im loving it so far...haha..

u remind me abt the song best i've ever have by vertical horizon..even though its a sad song abt a gal leaving the guy life..and tt she was only the best he ever had and life has to go on...wat im saying is tt u're the best i ever had,im glad tt im still wit u though..i'll nv let the song be reality..

things tt i nv say to you:

im well aware the choices you have before me..despite my flaws, even though im proud tt my gd pts are really gd..for a gal to trust a flirtatious guy like me...it takes alot of courage..but i always said..my flirtatious is only external de..inside of me,i always only have one gal christina zheng only...u aint nv gonna get rid of me :P

sry for my selfishness at times..you are always so gracious to me...even though u told me u are bless now..im trying to make u feel more bless if not,trying hard to maintain it..because making you feel bless is my blessing :) think weather very cold hor...lol...

theres so many things i wanna do now..but i really cant do it for you yet...like wat peter says..being poor to love is hard...i really gonna work hard...its no longer for me only le...its for us...