hizz..back to blog again..today its a boring day again..basically i slept through the morning wake up eat magi mee blah blah..then accompany yeeling go smb shopping centre eat dinner..eat laskasa..totally regret cos its so ex and taste really bad..then yeeling order fruit juice..3 dollars and its very small cup only we totally have a bad dinner..haha..feel like get cheat money..then go sun plaza she wan go buy body shampoo..haha..now then noe shes so picky abt it..always wan chose this and tt then must smell one..lol..anyway i have nth to do oso..finally have enough money to claim my ps2 le..cos my sis borrow me da money..thanks sis..my best sis ever..haha..

duno y..for a moment thought u already forgotten abt me..although i msg u everyday..i told myself i wont affect by u anymore..but ur reply suddenly..make me feel so happy...i really cant contain my happiness for ur mere reply..am i abit over reacting?

yoyo..ytd i didnt go to school..basically i was late for maths already..wont make it in time even i were to rush..then actually wanting to come but thought of wat Mr Au said ytd..DAMN..so decided to skip school the whole day..end up nv go anywhere stay at home the whole day..hey classmate did u guys go out ytd..information?haha..just wanna noe where u guys go..haha..bascially today i did the same thing stay at home and did nth..super no life..haha..

heard from a friend..i told her wat bad abt single..she said nth bad..but only very lonely at night sometimes..duno to agree or not agree with her..haha..on weekend got soccer definatly wont agree with her but on weekday i suppose sometimes ba..anyway..single good wat..at least while u watch soccer no need to scare of ur gf angry cos dun care abt her for soccer..haha...i dun sleep at night then they will ask is soccer tt important?haha..everytime de..sian..haha..maybe be gay next time then ur bf can watch soccer with u..jk jk..i told her this..being single is good ma..got freedom le..can do thing without thinking abt other party..btw..most ppl would have abt 30-40 yrs of marriage coming at ya..so wats the rush..enjoy ur freedom single while u have the time ba..muahaha..

advice for the friend of mine..let fate decide ba..stop thinking abt the past le...and stop haiz and haiz la..u not sian i see oso sian..(this apply to everyone..)maybe i can call all the ppl who keep on haiz meet up and open a cafe call haiz cafe..sure good bussiness..but the bosses there only noe how to haiz..lol..

check it out...its boring time again..cause its me..haha..ytd over slept my soccer match..sian diao..then late for class..come in an hour late then the Mr Au kb again..haha..so i tok cock wit him..haha..mus had made my class ppl laugh at it...dun really like his attitude..his lucky i have a good temper..but i get pissed off too..damn...today got sabotage to be a ref for DE club de tourament..haha got ppl fight sia..lol..funny..anyway was very sian all the way..cause was planning to go home early..but..haiz..too bad..wanna go out someday but no money to..haiz..still saving hard for my repairing for my ps2..Jia You Jia You!!

my bro willy is sick..wish him well.lala..sounds gay...lol..

im trying not to think anymore..being single is good right..haha..guess i get too despo for quite some time le..maybe because i nv taste singlehood for too long?nahz not really tt long but still hard to adjust and always wanna find a gal so i dun look lonely..haha..guess i really to despo in the past..now i really think leave it to fate ba...will continue sms u de..but reply or not really i will try not to care le..ur reply will make me happy..but no longer gonna affect me when u dun...its a promise to myself..haha of course i wont stop looking at chio bu..lol..drooling...

i change new picture le..iori yagami..nice pic..but abit dun suit the background abit..but i like this pic..

all right time to blog again..going home early..but hor..reach home liao then suddenly rmb i got a appointment at 3 o'clock in school..low..then make a trip all the way back to school..sian sian..then go back to school play with chit kai continue our cb face game..lol..i continue to win him..lol..then go for the appointment..the teacher not there liao..sian sian...then i make all the trip back for nth man..wao lao wei..today no going to sleep le..cause later got man u vs ac milan..and chelsea vs barcalona..hehe..go man u go barca..

yoyoyo...today is monday again and like all monday..its a long day..sian sian...today get back result le..and surpisingly i pass my maths!!!haha..then my computer hardware and crs oso pass..muahaha..i was so surpise i pass my maths..hehe...but 54 plus nia..time to work harder..in case i forward module..

erm..today on the way home theres a guy approach me suddenly then say wanna tok to me abt god..bible...i was like..wao lao wei..do i look like a believer to u?then he was like trying very hard to tok to me..his first question ask me.."do i believe in god"..i gave him a straight reply "NO!!"haha tt must has make him sian diao..then he tried to tok to me but i aviod him by smsing my friend to call me then i act to excuse awhile until he reach his destination which he said is choa chu kang...wat i wanna say is..plz la..if ppl wan to be a believer u dun have to tok to them they will be one on their own de lo...haha..at first i thought his a talent scout..lol..but after i heard the word "god" i not interested liao..haha..well tts all ba..bye

yoyo...here to fan u guys again..today go cyn celebration of my club...haha..quite fun la..but lose alot of monoey:(....erm..haha today found out darrell sercet lover lol..then gos on the long trip home..sian sia..eunos..sian half..on the way theres our grad phillp on the way so its not too bad le..he super tok cock...haha...haiz..getting poorer and poorer again..must sae up liao..haha...tt all ba..buai buai

yoyoyo...YEAH THE STUPID FUCKING MST HAS FINALLY ENDED........MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....MON START SCHOOL AGAIN :(....

check it out my examination as above u guys should noe...erm..take my final paper computer haedware..which i wasnt in a mood for studying ytd cause my mind was quite switch off le...holiday mode had start...but cause of willy nagging and i oso have nth to do..so i decided to just see see the notes lo...it helps me alot today..was quite lucky tt i guess tt section will come out really did...althought i dun quite rmb anyway..none or less i noe how to do abit la..hope can get 50 marks?haha..40+ i happy le..at least nv fail until really badly..haha..anyway today was expecting a class gathering..was at home struggling to play soccer in school with clubmates or go out wit the class..then finally decide to go out wit classmate end up the gathering didn't happen :'( so have no choice then go home wit zhi yong...then sms willy ask him wan go out anot..then afternoon go out wit him play pool..he wasnt in a good mood now..cause of gal power..lol...anyway i wasnt playing my best today day lost concentration at very important times..end up being trash by him the whole day...then go arcade play..play my strongest game but then .. wasnt playing well again..even though the other play is quite strong but i noe i can beat him..end up usually is i waste ppl money today is they waste mine...well and gos around comes around...arhh..then play MT..btw its a racing game..my fav..lol..then again playing crap the whole time...duno wat happen to me..always lost my focus...too occupie wit gal power oso..brain is full of gal images..in case u guys duno who is the gal..its the gal im always toking abt on my blog...lala..anyway..i didnt tell willy wat happen to me today...but i did told him i not in a good mood oso...especially after playing and losing my strongest game...haha..waste 6 dollar i think cos i use some of willy's credits..haiz..must become the strongest in tt game...cos i always said tt my best game and i cannot find a good match..today i finally found a match but im not happy..cos i lose..lol...some sore loser im i..haha..

u once tell me to give u my heart...i thought abt it..i was afraid it get broken again..but..i truly trusted ...i gave it to u..i nv ask for urs..because i was afraid i would break it...is my heart still with u now?did u throw it on the streets?because i feeling my heart is being step on..its painful..nobody is willing to pick it up again..cos it got ur name on it..if i wanna take ur name away i must get a knife and cut the flesh tt has ur name on it..it hurts too much so i dare not..
i rather it get step on for long time..cos at least i think of u everytime its being step on..it hurts..but i can still smile with the pain...if i were to remove ur name...my smile will never come back..just like lamoboy smile did..his smile nv come back again...


haha new song for everyone...duno how to read the chinese wrote but i guess u all noe who sing it..it jay...lalala....nice song right..wakaka...

yoyoyo...today have digital circuit exam...did quite okie i think...lalala..heck le...wats done cannot be undone..oh ya..today sis call me go be a tester for contact lens..then got many take...wakaka...90 bucks...so happy...but but wait until the testing period end then can take..hehe..hope everything went smoothly so i can get the money soon...lalala..tml maths exams..haha whole yr nv heard this stupid lecturer de class...hope still can make it by my own..wah..sian..alot of friends tml finish exam le..i still got the stupid computer hardware...sian sian...then tml gotta bring my whole ps2 set to school hope can fix cheaply..if ex i die liao la...dun need fix le..haiz..no money sia..phone bill until now haven pay yet oh ya..ppl if wan contact me call this no. hor 97460624 u ppl ar..i put on my msn so long then keep on asking me y nv pick up ur call..cos cannot ma...idiot..i nv use the no. for now...think maybe for a few mths.. cos i dun have money to pay..haha..so u guys better rmb this no.

hey gal..plz after this month..after u can reuse ur sms le...plz dun ignore me like u did now..because im not feeling tt good abt it...maybe because i miss u too much..maybe because im used to wait for ur reply...maybe because im used to hearing my handphone msg tone ring and seeing ur name on the inbox...maybe maybe...alots of maybes...haha..but it all say the same thing...

wo bu ke yi mei you ni...
mei you ni de ri zi yi dian tou bu hao guo..
ni zhi dao ma..
wo yi zhi tou zai teng ni...
bu yao wen wo wei she mo..
yin wei wo zhi ji ye bu zhi tao wei she mo...
wo bu zhi dao wo men you mei you wei lai...
wo ye bu zhi tao ni tao di ai bu ai wo..
ke neng yi qian tou shi wo de yi xiang qing yue..
ke shi..wo yi dian ye bu xiang fang qi..
yin wei ru guo wo zhe mo rong yi jiu fang qi de hua..
na mo wo bu shi yi dian tou bu zhi de ni ai ma..
wo bu xiang yao ni gei wo she mo...
wo zhi xiang zai ni xu yao wo de shi hou...
yi zhi zai ni de sheng pian pei zhe ni..
zai ni xiang gu de shi hou..
jie wo de qian bang gei ni..
dang ni shang xin de shi hou..
ting ni shuo ni de shang xin shi...
dang ni kai xin de shi hou...
ting ni shuo ni de kai xin shi...
pei ni yi qi xiao..
yi qi gu..
wo zhi xiang ze yang de zai ni sheng bang pei ze ni...
ru guo ni yao yi ke li you de hua..
li you jiu shi wo ai ni...

yoyo..paiseh..ytd nv blog..busy studying digital circuit de stuffs..haiz..ytd flung my data comm test..39/100..sian sian...so digital must study more le..haiz..anyway..good luck to me on my exams..ytd tell her i flung my test..she only say nvm try harder next time..lol...haiz...lowlow..but dun blame her ba..her sms exceed le..cant expect her to say more..oso she say cant smses me anymore good luck le...lowlow...low day..lol...

come across this wish on a tv show...

Dear Lord...I wish whenever i close my eyes...and whenever i open it again..she(he) will be by my side....think is nice..is was in chinese btw..hope my translation wont make it sound weird..anyway..tt abt it..buai..

ello today is valentine day..happy valentines day to everyone..haha..those who are single dun sad cause it just like any other days but u will see alot of holding hand in the streets only..

lets see today ar..i go school have my vb exam lo..quite normal ba..but still duno will pass anot leh..hehe..then go eat then go home le..then 6 plus my junior call me go play pool..haha..my ex was in there too..nvm la..go there teach them play pool..can see my skill slowly getting back le..although still very lan..but better abit le..lol..today touch my juniors hands...but not i eat tofu lo..its because like tt say very hard..then cannot tahan lioa use hand help them adjust..lol..but i only touch hand nia..dun think y y hor..anyway la..thanks for them calling me la..cos if not i will be bore to dead...then sent one of them home too..cos i sian dun wan go home so soon..today on the streets alot of couple..lol..seeing ppl hugging and holding hands with the xin fu looks on their face..but happy for them la...im oso happy i no need to spend any money buying gifts..haha..tml exam continue..wish me luck..

yoyo..im finally here to blog..lets see erm..ytd i finally go back to malaysia le..wakaka..go back see my grandmum..sad granddad not there le..every yr go back is go see him one..haiz..nvm la..this is the second yr le..anyway go back can burn stick for him oso..wakaka..erm..wat else..oh ya..saw my cousins there too..haha..my singapore cousin oso there..then i just realize i grow quite alot taller cos im just,really just shorter than him nia..wakaka..although go back take all riggit de ang bao..but nvm la..take riggit for so many yrs le..lol..bo pian..on the way back traffic jam sia..sit until my buttock pain..then after tt go jalan kayu eat prata..drink milo dinasor.wakaka..slept at abt 5 am ba..then today nth much oso..study with friends awhile actually nv study at all...then my sis call cos she dun have keys to my sis hse..then i go back give her then she say have liao..sian diao...then just now MAN UNITED WON ...WAKAKAKA...

tml exam lo...wish everyone tt have exams good luck..must wish me luck too..not only in studies..but in others things too..tml valentine's day..any lonely gal out there?lol...its a lonely lonely valentine's day for me..lalala..tt all folks..

ello..well..today ar..sleep til 2pm then eat le then go out wit willy at 5..haha for once his early...then today go play pool with him..haha,,today is one of those days tt if u wanna play punch wit me todays da day...cos i really play very lan..this teach me nv play with noob friends again..lol..cause skills will substract..lol..then go mos eat le tok abt ice milk tea..haha..found out willy and i both find ice milk tea tasteless..then go play acrade..erm today go play me most strong de game..tennis pro 2..lol..actually me pro in tennis pro 1..but almost da some ba...i waste abt 2 bucks on tt game ba..but got idiot ppl challage me i waste their 6+ bucks..muahaha..think twice before u play wit me ba..muahaha..well tt abt it for today...signing off...


found this on friendster..its on my sec school friend profile..sry for copyrighting but i feel its really very meaning..

if you're tired, you can freely leave.but remember, no matter where you areas long as you turn back and look, you'll always see my smile.you chose to leave and walk away without even saying good-bye. is this really the end? once i'm awake, it'll be over. but i'm still dreaming. we both lead so different lifes. our routes don't cross. our thinkings don't match. and you're so hard to understand. but it doesn't stop me from liking you. i never expected anything more from you. i just want to be there for you. to support you. to love you. but you chose to leave. is it really good-bye forever? i'm willing to wait. the only thing i fear is that you'll leave and give up before i do. i long for your hug. i long for your kiss. i long to hold your hand. i long for your love. my heart longs for you.we knew each other by chance. and i chose to like you by choice. but fate didn't bring us together. and now i'm drowning in my own tears. life is unfair. love is unfair. i don't hate you. i love you. but i hate myself for loving you. the biggest mistake i've ever made in my whole entire life was to love you. but i'll still be holding on. i'll be waiting. for you. i promise.

you said to me "i like you but i don't have time for any commitment. i have to concentrate on my work. sorry." but did you know, i never expected anything more from you. i just want to sit right beside you. be there for you when you need someone to share your problems with. give you my fullest support in whatever you do. and just let me love you. and then you said "i don't have time for a relationship. i can't commit to you. you won't be happy being together with me this way." but did you ever know, being together with you will already make me happy no matter how little time we have to spend together. because i love you..

.... are.we.really.not.destined.to.be.together .....

alot of things in there tell my own feelings..haiz...today nv go malaysia le..they say sat then go..but i have a date on sat..which one to abort..haiz..its a date tt i long wait..but..haiz..i guess i have to go back..surely not a happy start of the new yr..tt all folks..happy new yr everyone..


yoyoyo..check it out it me..lol..i eat finish reuion dinner nth to do..muahaha...so full now...today nth much to say la..go 77 streets buy a new shorts..suppose to go back school see teacher de but hor when reach there they almost all gone liao...and hor wao loa wei..on the way there hor..saw a gangster from my old school..i see the the traffic light gogin off le run hor he suddenly give me a punch..siao one..i duno him somemore...haha...but make me realize one thing...he strength damn small lo...i was running towards him he punch should be painful de wat..haha..but i cannot feel a thing...wat i wan to say to tt bastard..TODAY I RUSHING ONLY AR..IF I NOT IN MOOD AR..DUN BLAME ME IF I STOP AND GIVE U PUNCH IN UR FACE..SEE U GOT R GF BESIDE U AR..WAN ACT STRONG DUN PICK ON UR GRADS LO..LATER I PUNCH U PPL SAY I BULLY..tt all folks.. oh ya..Happy Lunar New Year Everyone


ello,today go school have a mock test..score 50/100..lol...tyco..after tt go maths revision..sort of made me more confidence to pass..i think passing should not e a prob if i study abit..lol...then after tt go lavender chop my passport for extension..then go orchard to meet someone..then hor tt someone hor..wao lao wei..go out with me always late de lo..sian half..go heeren walk walk myself go scout for shirt first..then go see li shan in her shop..i walk in alone like so lonely haha..then feeling so werid..so quickly walk out again..lol..then tt guy finally come..lol..then call him go see me wear some shirt then i buy le..today has been finding a a cheap pants or anything for my new yr..but find here and there all very ex..then go converse shop see one 3/4 not bad but they say out of stock le tell me go taka try..haha..i duno taka got converse leh..in the end go taka cannot find the converse shop.. forget it le...no fate with the 3/4..then go ps with willy..go slice MT with him..lose him sia...his too strong for me le..nvm at least i got improve abit ..today really spent alot of money..lol..money is like a stream goes out and nv comes in..haiz..today she say she dun wan me to miss her cos she scare..cos she cant give me wat i wan...wat i wan..i just wanna be there for her..when she need me..i dun need her to be with me..even if im sad..even if i really need her..im i asking for too much..maybe i hope for a relationship..but i really dun mind if we didnt..i dun..maybe i hope we can go out and have some fun together..i dun mind if we didnt too..haiz..guess its another sad ending le ba...i duno..maybe she wanna focus on her studies ba..can see shes struggling..anyway i cant help her much...haiz..maybe everything is a silly dream of mine tt will nv come true..im just silly..damn silly..haha..silly boy signing off..


ello everyone..sorry nvm blog for a few days cos im not at home for a few days le..i stay in school for spinnovex..mainly because im lazy to wake up everyday at 6 and go to school to help up everyday...quite of a fun experience though..in the spinnovex ar..oso quite fun..then of course very tiring..and of course saw alot of chio bu from sec school and my poly...saw some friends too..like vannessa,and some secondary school friends..today finally reach home..then first thing i go home go find food..lolx..then my mum cook my favourite beehoon..lucky i nv eat outside before coming home..then today mum call me help out to some chores..actually wan to but i was really too tire le..then my mum say nvm so i go for my nap..sorry mum..then at night go eat at ang mo kio..enjoy our meal and has some nice talk with my family...i been thinking..y cant we be this happy all the time..is like for the past months i haven feel so happy at home le..haiz..maybe because of this much sadness tt make small happiness seems very important to life..anyway..all family have their own probs..im just happy im now the most unluckly one..oh ya..ytd she say she slept on her friends shoulder..then i saw the smses at 3am..cause i go play soccer...then its was late nv reply her..then today was busy carrying table back to where they belong..then i go back cause im afriad she would sms me then when i go back i was shock to see 4 sms..she thought i was angry lo..firstly la..i have no right to be angry at u ba..then im trying to learn not to get jealous cos i think my last relationship fail cos of tt..and im not ur who,so watever u do u happy is the most important thing..anyway these few days we sms very little cos im busy she busy then nv tok much at all..nvm..got alot of chio bu to see..muahaha..drooling..lol...tt all folks


ytd was in school for the whole day..help out for spinnovex..then while we were hanging out he banner..i finally see the sp gurad dogs tt all the senior was toking abt...man it was so huge...its as high as my stomach while it was on 4 legs..mus be bigger than me when its stand up..slept in the room ytd..very uncomtable sia..cannot sleep well..think i mus go home and take my sleeping bag liao..the floor not nice to sleep de..then sleep until halfway hear shao cong snore...wake me up sia..then its was so cold ..tt my jacket seems useless..erm..think i either today or tml will go school sleep again..so will not be blogging for a fews days maybe..tt all folks...


lalala..another day has pass..today thought got interview but soon class then noe its pratical..but nvm la learn quite alot of things..haha..today then noe ytd the CRS test is not mock ITS REAl..low morale..nvm la..quite easy to write de..wonder how i will score..erm..today quite a okie day..go bugis with guohui then i bought a billabong t-shirt..can say quite nice la..but abit ex..lol..today go nike shop saw a sports boxers..lol..even more ex then my billabong..lol..then i help guohui take thing at brash basar then we take cab back to school..then today go sunplaza..see maximum tune machine..woohoo..can go play at sunplaza liao..yeah...but 2 dollar leh..exx..then back at club..i beat ernest in carom..lol..high sia..the best is i beat him fair and square lo...use my skills to beat him..but i play doubles like shit sia..no talent sia..erm..today she quite busy nv sms with her the whole afternoon..a senior of hers tell her to go out then she ask i jealous?lolx i say no then she say she die die oso wan me jealous..then i tell her go out with him..then she say okie lo..then i say since she listen to me ar..then i tell her to be my galfriend wan anot..lol..then she...erm..says she not ready ba.lol..nvm ...i'll wait..tml wan stay at club..maybe only..cos i haven borrow clothes from my sis boyfriends..i dun have white shirt..then i until now haven tell my mum..today gonna watuch Man United play Arsenal!!Go Man United!!!.but she dun allow me wor..keep saying must sleep early..wah low..heck care liao lo..tt abt it liao..buai buai..