muahaha..today is the end of the month lo...wow..time sure flies..today school is quite fun though..finally early for my maths..althought first thing go to class kana suan by the teacher cos i was reading my comic..but i LL she oso bo bian..then today i ask her tt since she ytd say last time so dun believe in long distance relationship then i ask her now leh..lolx..her ans is..duno...wat i have to say is..good ans..say le equal no say..lol..then today CRS mock test..i finish within 45 mins lo..ask the teacher can go anot she say cannot..low morale..hai wo sleep there until i wake up my leg go dumb..luckily today i nv stomach ache le..lucky ar..cos i dun like to use school toilet..then today listen to the club ppl all tok abt ytd..low sia..i nv come duno wat happened at all lo..looks like i miss alot of things..but heck care le..not really into club matters anyway..

let me do a recap of wat happen during this short month...first i spent my new yr at home aagain...then i finally got a hang of the game call maximum tune..then of course...i and willy knew her..and my so called love triangle probs..its been a..erm..very strange month..i think..but oh well..we still had 11months to go..so good luck everyone..


yoyo..todays my spring cleaning day..actually going to river raft de..but mum tell me to stay at home..low morale..then today whole day nv sms her..feel very de uneasy the whole day wor..then at night i sms her..she said she not had a good day because i ignore her the whole day..sry sry..really sry..i was busy the whole day..then i go han hse return him the money and the shoe bag..lol...when i return him the shoe bag,he thought i wan return him the spoil shoe..then he kept on saying dun wan la...boots u keep..then i cannot stop laughing..lolx..oh ya..today spring cleaning,while searching through the closet..saw some pictures of the past..got my ex,and the dog tt pass away last yr..happy memories of the pass really hit me..then of course sad memories oso did..haha..still rmb i use to play ps2 until very late..then when im tire i go to my kitchen to rest...then tt dog of mine would lye down beside me..and i tok to her..and she seems to understand..then we had to call the spca ppl to take her away and put her to sleep because of her disease tt no longer we can cure..still rmb my family cry very hard except for my dad...so sad..while writing feel like crying..then memories of my ex oso come by..but i feel my tears already dry up for crying for her..so nth really happen when my sis toook out the picture for me to see..then this few days hor..keep on having stomach ach ar...LS for a fews days le..hope tml i will be fine..erm..then she today say last time she dun believe in long distance relationship de..haha..bukit panjang and sembawang very far meh..lol...then i got one question to ask..last time?now leh..u believe now.?.lol..well tts abt it for today ba..


hehe..my dad today finally give me money to buy clothes le...200bucks..so happy..today i whole day stay at home..go out to eat alone at mos..while eeating was thiking abt wat to buy for this yr new yr..this yr need to buy boots cause the club soccer tourament coming le..no boots liao..all spoil..there go my jeans..think must use my jeans money to buy liao..then wan buy some billabongs thing i guess..cause i think their clothes pants all tt looks quite nice..then need to pay bills..lol..i need to use my new yr money pay bills sia...hope i can have enough money..oh ya..still got add sia..shaq..need to pay for the tickets..low..money money..everything need money..where to get so much money..oh ya hor..got ang bao coming liao..lolx..but this yr nv go bacl malaysia le..cannot go see my cousin they all le..cos my dad say no car to go and we dun take bus de..but wait til my dad buy his misubishi lancer then got car go back..wat a boring day..need to da shao cu tml...cos chinese new yr coming le..then at night go cow car parks..lolx..sian diao..mus sqeeze here squeeze there..oh well like my dad say..its a part of the festival too..someone haven reply me a msg since 6+ i think..wondered wats she doing now?i miss her..hope she misses me too.. :x haiz..it seems we got so little to tok this days..so afraid of losing her..im worried..oh well lets live everything to fate bahx..hope fate tt bring us to noe each other can let us get togerther too..tts abt it ba..buai buai..




its the first song for my blog..here without u from 3 doors down...heard it from alvin my classmate long time ago..left a deep impression of this song..now i just cant stop listening to it..

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me




its 3.48am finally okie le..my blog..okie time for the first post of my life..today ar..finally finish my vb project liao..should say ytd..but i think i will score pretty low ba..i do very little design only..then got some things i haven sort out yet..but i quite sick of it so i just hand up liao...haiz..hope can at least get a b-..at least not tt bad..im sure i get the worst in class...then still thinking abt the computer hardware project how to do..cause i cannot think of wat is the problems meet when do the pro..cos copy one ma..how to noe the probs..then today go check my eyes cos sis wan me to go..then check my eyes got allegy cos of wearing contact lenses..then mus stop 2 or 3 weeks liao...low morale..then today club move to above fc5..cos spinnovex coming le..everyone staying over night..think of stay on sunday..so i can wake up later..hehe..then today she ask me whether a fall for another gal liao?i tok her no lo..cos i dun think i will lo..i really still like her alotalot..suddenly ask me this makes me worried..then theses days our things to tok really became very little le...scare she dun like me le...maybe she oso noe tt our relationship is very insecure and both of us still can choose other ppl cos we are not each other bgr friends yet..i just now actually wanna tell her i still duno how to describe wat i treat her as now..but i wan to tell her tt i wanna treat as my galfriends..real galfriend..but i dun wish to use smses...because i feel im so unsincere...but when i tok with her i cant bring it out leh..i now somemore no time to go for date liao...wanna find time jio her out oso cannot..exam coming le..my maths is in critical stage cos i nv listen to lecture whole sem le..i hate this lecturer lo...she suxs..i wan mdm tay to teach me again...now so scare i forward module...then this sem module is suppose to be easier lo..how come like harder leh..is i become more slack or is really harder...hope i can pass..tt all ba..very long first post..muahahaha..sign off..