found this on friendster..its on my sec school friend profile..sry for copyrighting but i feel its really very meaning..

if you're tired, you can freely leave.but remember, no matter where you areas long as you turn back and look, you'll always see my smile.you chose to leave and walk away without even saying good-bye. is this really the end? once i'm awake, it'll be over. but i'm still dreaming. we both lead so different lifes. our routes don't cross. our thinkings don't match. and you're so hard to understand. but it doesn't stop me from liking you. i never expected anything more from you. i just want to be there for you. to support you. to love you. but you chose to leave. is it really good-bye forever? i'm willing to wait. the only thing i fear is that you'll leave and give up before i do. i long for your hug. i long for your kiss. i long to hold your hand. i long for your love. my heart longs for you.we knew each other by chance. and i chose to like you by choice. but fate didn't bring us together. and now i'm drowning in my own tears. life is unfair. love is unfair. i don't hate you. i love you. but i hate myself for loving you. the biggest mistake i've ever made in my whole entire life was to love you. but i'll still be holding on. i'll be waiting. for you. i promise.

you said to me "i like you but i don't have time for any commitment. i have to concentrate on my work. sorry." but did you know, i never expected anything more from you. i just want to sit right beside you. be there for you when you need someone to share your problems with. give you my fullest support in whatever you do. and just let me love you. and then you said "i don't have time for a relationship. i can't commit to you. you won't be happy being together with me this way." but did you ever know, being together with you will already make me happy no matter how little time we have to spend together. because i love you..

.... are.we.really.not.destined.to.be.together .....

alot of things in there tell my own feelings..haiz...today nv go malaysia le..they say sat then go..but i have a date on sat..which one to abort..haiz..its a date tt i long wait..but..haiz..i guess i have to go back..surely not a happy start of the new yr..tt all folks..happy new yr everyone..